I can't do it. I fucking hate how I want to do NOTHING. I don't want to walk, I don't want to work, I don't want to eat right. I fucking hate how lethargic I am. I have enough money and time to take care of myself. I belong to a fitness club people dream of. My kids are old enough to take care of themselves. I don't have evenings of homework, baths and story time anymore. All my time is MINE.
And I don't do a fucking thing but sit on my fat ass and eat. Pathetic.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Day One
I ate a huge muffin this morning and it tasted like crap. The rest of the day was ok until I got home and had cheese and crackers then two pieces of toast and its not even dinner yet. D-day is on Friday 3/13. I am bored to death at work, bored to death at home yet I cant seem to get the motivation to walk the dog, do artwork or anything else. I want to sleep.
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